Yep…FIXING TO TOTALLY BRAG SO CLOSE YO EARS IF YOU DON’T LIKE BRAGGING….
My modest little silly YouTube channel I started back in 2012,or around that time, has
….my other channel under my real name, with all the same videos (that someone else actually owns) has over a million views, too….actually, I just checked and there is ONE of my vids on the channel I do not own, yet bears my name, with 1,249,818 views….just one of them….(if you are easily offended….lol…that’s actually hilarious to me….anyway…if you are easily offended, please don’t watch).
My Dearest Brother,
I do not know, exactly, why you do not speak to me. I have pondered this often. I do believe most of it has to do with the fact that we never, really got to know each other. Also, the six-year age difference didn’t help. It also didn’t help when I let those hoodlum “friends” of mine steal all of your stuff.
I want you to know how sorry I am that I allowed all of your clothes and things from your room to be stolen that one weekend when mom and dan were out-of-town, and you were in Ruston. I was so wrong. I never apologized to you and I feel absolutely terrible about that.
I do want you to know that I have always adored you. I love you with all of my heart and I hope that one day we can hang out, if for nothing else than for you to tell me things about our mother.
I miss her so much.
My dad lied to me.
I am so sorry, I really am….I was an idiot back then….maybe I still am, but a helluvalot wiser.
Please forgive me.
April FINNEY-NINTH!!!! MY MIMI SAYS TO TELL YOU “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” AND SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND SHE’S SO SORRY!!!!!!
I KNOW my UNCLE CHUCK aka CHARLES MICHAEL CHILDS aka CHUCK CHILDS will read this one day.
I KNOW HE WILL.
I WANT HIM TO KNOW HOW MUCH HIS MOTHER LOVED HIM AND NEVER, NOT ONE DAY, DID NOT THINK ABOUT HIM.
She wrote you a letter EVERY YEAR on your birthday. She would also write you letters just for the heck of it. I have a couple of them.
She made me promise her, pre-mortem, that I would find you and tell you how much she always loved you.
I loved your mother more than anyone on this whole, entire planet…..she loved me more than anyone, too, except you, and both your brothers told me that at her funeral.
By the way, I am your niece, Sarah, I have been compared to you many times in my lifetime and it will be a pleasure to finally meet the one other sane person on my paternal side of our fucked-up ass family.
I also fight sleep because I am an owl.
People frighten me, so I don’t come out during the day unless I’m really hungry (or thirsty)…even though I love the sunshine….
I CAN AND DO stare at the sun, because it enhances my night-vision.
Oh yeah, I also put out street lights when I get near to them and that’s really badass….and streetlights are only on at night, so….
I always complain about not knowing why I fight sleep, but I know exactly why I fight it.
The dead of night is the only time there’s no one else around….not really.