I am constantly at war with myself.
My own personal dysfunctional childhood has created personality traits which are in direct conflict with my real personality.
I am an aries, a second decan aries to a “T”. I have always been headstrong, unafraid, the first to do things others do not.
This totally conflicts with my dysfunctional “people pleasing” issues.
I have and will walk any street at any time of the day or night with zero fear.
Answering my phone or checking my email?
OMG. I have to get shit-faced drunk.