Pee-ple

I’m not allowed to mourn, anymore.

I never was really “allowed” to, anyway, because they say it was all my fault.

No sitting on a pity pot….no one wants to hear that shit.

You did it.

You were the weird fuck who got your kids taken away from you….so now you’re not allowed to ever say a fucking word about it….

But…because that bitch never says a word about it, it must mean that she doesn’t even give a fuck that she lost her kids….that stupid bitch deserves it….look at her, she doesn’t even feel bad, she doesn’t even look sad….

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11 comments

  1. If you miss them then you need to find a way to see them and to let them know you still think of them and love them. You make videos, make one just for them and post it. See if someone, somewhere will help your kids see it. Take responsibility for your part in losing your kids. You have said it yourself, that you have been an addict and a drunk. Both of those are not good to be a be a good parent. Then look at the losers who have nothing better to do than criticize you and figure out a way to fix it. You are a strong chick! You can do it.

    1. I meant to say that as you are working to fix it, and especially when you do fix it, you can look at the losers who had nothing better to do than criticize you and tell them your favorite words. “F..Off!”

      1. That’s what I am doing with my youtube channels and this blog….these are my outlets…I know I’m not supposed to say, THIS WAS NOT MY FAULT, GODDAMNIT…I WAS FUCKING THERE….IT WAS ME..IT WAS ONLY FUCKING ME….NONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO HAVE THEM NOW WERE THERE….YOU ONLY FUCKING STARTED “LOVING” MY BABIES WHEN THEY WERE TAKEN FROM ME BECAUSE OF NOTHING MORE THAN MY LACK OF MONEY TO CONTINUE THE LITIGATION.

        ….i’m sorry…I’ll probably delete this comment in a couple hours, out of fear…..

  2. Keeping things in their proper context, it was the mental illness that caused your past actions and losing your children. Self medicating (undiagnosed?) mental illness with drugs and alcohol is quite common. Lacking the insight to see that you needed help is also common in mental illness. Flat affect, not showing expression, is a sign of mental illness. The common denominator is mental illness. You did nothing to deserve your mental illness.

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