I’m about to be evicted, I don’t know what to do
I have no one who loves me, except for one or two
the one or two that love me, do not have the means
to help me out this hole I’m in, I’m stuck this time, it seems.
My ex boyfriend is a cheater, a liar and a thief
I thought he really loved me but all it’s been is grief
It’s hard to dance, I’m far beyond driven
I can hardly eat food, don’t know how I keep living
I wake up each morning and I wonder where I’m at
it takes about 8 seconds, then I remember and feel flat
I try to lay back down and sleep a bit more
but sleeping so much tends to make my body feel sore
my mind is sore enough, I don’t need a body ache
I’m nervous as fuck from this life long earthquake
there is never a foundation on which I can stand
I fucking know for a fact I am not from this land
I am in chains on this prison, this planet called Earth
which looks so beautiful from afar, until you meet birth
and birth is the thing which people should fear
instead they fear death, and to that I would cheer
I would so love to die but I’m so damn afraid
I’d get shot right back to here, my game not well-played
We’re cursed to do it over again and again
until all of us humans learn the true meaning of sin
sin is not those rules that you make, the ones you fake
sin is the measure of what we give and what we take
the real definition is “missing the mark”
I don’t think that means fornication after dark
Do you know love? Do you know what love means?
Do you know how to love all the nasty, the fags and the fiends?
Do you know how to love those who put a knife in your back?
Do you know how to love them despite their attack?
Do you know how to love them when you don’t agree
with the lifestyle they’ve chosen, aren’t they free?
Or is it you that’s not free? So you’ll take a bit of company with your own misery.
The answer to everything is the definition of love
you can see it in the trees and the skies up above
Go out at night and speak with the moon
tell the stars hey! I’ll be with you soon!
Do what you love, don’t worry at all
about what people say, be they big, be they small
yeah they are watching, but do what you do
and maybe very many will be born from the few
who know how to love, how really to love
because they know home is somewhere above