Not A Word

As I approach October 1, 2014, the day I lose everything…again…I feel sick.  I wish I didn’t but I do and I don’t have very many days to deal with these feelings I am having about losing everything I own again, because this time it’s all of my babies things…their pictures they’ve drawn for me, their first outfits, pictures, computers, toys, everything.  I’ve already lost my kids now I am losing the remaining attachments I had to them.  I wish I words could describe how this feels inside but if they could, a whole book couldn’t hold a word.

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3 comments

  1. Damn hon I am so sorry you are going through this. I wish I were in a position to help but I am currently out of my ass as well. Staying with a friend but probably will have to go back eventually. We will see. I’m here for you if you need to vent. Praying for you.

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