The black cloud is back but it never really leaves
the cloud is heavy on my soul making my chest heave
I hate going to sleep but I hate waking more
I think I’m ready to enter the void..
where’s that fucking door?
I have found the door before but it was quickly lost
before I could get my body through, violently tossed
back on this side where I do not want to be
I really am alone and dark is all I see.
I want out…