By Her Side: My Mimi Part One

My mimi refused to die until I was there, by her side, and I didn’t wanna do it.

I don’t wanna do this right now.

This sucks.

I loved my grandmother more than anyone in this whole, entire,great, big, giant fucking world.

Period.

I wish you could see me right now….trying to do this….I don’t know if I’m gonna make it.

*DEEP FUCKING BREATHS*

Out of all the people who are real kin to me and who are supposed to love me and never forsake me, OUT OF ALL OF THEM, MY MIMI WAS NUMBER ONE.

I was right in choosing Mimi because everyone else forsook me. Maybe my mother didn’t, but I am not entirely sure because I didn’t think to ask her until after she was already dead. My dad and the rest of the fam said she didn’t want me and gave me to my dad.

Period.

End of story.

Mother doesn’t love precious baby daughter.

Why?

Again…I didn’t FUCKING THINK TO ASK UNTIL IT WAS TOO FUCKING LATE.

All caps must mean “angry”.

YEP.

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