Month: November 2015

Full access to eternity

Full access to eternity and he’s the ONLY ONE STOPPING ME



Happy Thanksgiving

I’ll be alone tomorrow,  me,  my dog and sorrow.’s ok cause I dont care, or at least that’s what I say trying to make it through the day…and as soon as I get through that,  the bitch whose fat and wears a red hat smelling like scat comes to shoot me in my head while I’m hiding in my bed, reminding me of the things I’ve said, cause I’m always  on the naughty list.

If I Only Knew

mopping the floor watching kids play

the same way i used to do every single day

back when I had a home that I could call my own

and though it wasn’t perfect, It was MY throne

but sometimes you can’t see the forest for the trees

and Lord knows I stayed down on my knees

for years and years or so it seemed

and nothing changed and i got mean

i started breaking piece by piece

cause the grief did nothing but increase

I had no comfort I had no peace

and then I broke completely

I needed the release

Four years later here I sit

on the same carport so long the owner permits

my throne is gone and my heart is, too

the people who love me, are so few

…my little ones, my only crew

If I only knew…..if I only knew


Commentary on the refugees

people are ridiculous like minds infected with syphilis and I don’t mean that literally I really mean if figuratively so let me explain my words so readers don’t see turds that they will immediately flush and talk about the stink never stopping once to think unless the things are pink they’re all about awareness yet they are so careless with their mouths and actions not caring for reactions…no! No!  don’t bring in no refugees, the Mexicans enough…shit…please…I’m not thinking about the slaughter of your five year old daughter who was gunned down in the street, with her mommy going to market just trying to get some meat  and cabbage for some soup but all of us are marked and we can’t go to the park cause we live amongst the sharks who will rip us all apart and even tho we go not part in this terroristic plot we are all marked for death and americans are smoking meth watching all that tv  believing everything they see cause they cannot think a thought alone their brains remain in a zone that really is unreachable and so many are unteachable and hateful, no remorse, and the unfortunate recourse will be our own demise because all we do is believe the fucking lies.