I hate when I let people get control of me. When I allow them entrance to my brain and, ultimately, my body and make me think, do, and say things out of frustration and anger.
I feel weak when I let that happen and feeling weak makes me feel bad about myself and when I feel bad about myself that makes me feel angry again and I feel like I’m on a never-ending merry-go-round of emotions that do not feel good.
But, I must admit, that on that merry-go-round of bad-feeling emotions….anger is the most bearable.
Why is that?