I’m neither in a good mood nor a bad mood….I dont know what’s wrong with me…I dont feel light,  just heavy,  and uptight thinking about the way things are gonna be…but I’m not consciously     thinking about anything that brings pain or is uncomfortable…those things I disdain and fight out of my brain…I hate hard thoughts, I’m bombarded lots by them,  but through my life I’ve learned how to tie big knots around my heart to keep those thoughts out…that used to work well for me,  but I get older and I see that maybe this wall never worked effectively and the grade will come with the death of me. …I’m sure.


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