I did have something that I wanted to write about, but I forgot when I had to reset my password because I forgot and logged on to Internet Explorer instead of Chrome.
Maybe I’ll just sit here in the garage, with the door open, watching it rain and write whatever comes to my mind.
I just thought in the middle of that last sentence that I wanted to say: “whatever comes to my fucking mind” but then my mind said, “no, Athena, let’s not use so much abundant profanity”.
Before it started raining, the jealous girlfriend who moved in across the street a couple months ago that hates me for no other reason than being an ugly, jealous, insecure bitch, and hates me just as much as the last jealous girlfriend who was evicted from that same house three months ago….the same bitch who jumped me with 5 other bitches and consequently made ME the neighborhood little white ass legend….just came outside ranting and raving and cussing and fussing and saying direct things, indirectly, while I’m sitting in my metal folding chair pointed straight at her house but not bothering to look….I just hear the bullshit in my peripheral.
Today, that shit’s just not important enough to even put my phone in a safe place for fighting.
Oh yeah…no profanity…shit.
I don’t know how to divide up my time between work, my boyfriend, my kids and myself.
I don’t know how to completely quit drinking.
I don’t know how to trust.
I don’t know how anyone trusts anyone, let alone, trust enough people to be able to talk down to me about my FUDGING trust issues.
I got rid of all my social media today, except for this blog and my YouTube channel, which, honestly, aren’t that social, anyway.
I am sad about this. I am angry about this. I feel hurt over this.
So I write.
Talk to you later.