Major depressive disorder is worse than so many chronic illnesses. I mean, you can be depressed, but it’s not like this. I can literally sleep 20 hours a day without any drugs. It is so hard to get out of bed and on the days I do push myself out of bed, all the while, telling myself that once I GET UP AND AT EM’, I’ll feel better, and then I don’t. ..it makes me nauseous on top of everything else.